Day 10

A photo taken over 10 years ago of you

and how it makes you feel seeing it now.

This is a photo of me at 3 years of age, judging by the tile flooring and the fridge it was taken at my great grandmothers house. Seeing this photo makes me smile, because it was rare to catch a happy photo of be growing up between the ages 1-6 because of the hospital stays and the surgeries. It also makes me smile because i know that my family loves me enough to make sure i made it all these years, i know it had to have been hard. I love you all.

Day 9

I took this photo of myself on June 26 2009. I was a little tipsy and heading out to meet up with my ex.He was being such a jerk, and I was looking good and i had a feeling i wasn't going to be with him much longer, and well i wanted a photo that showed how beautiful i can be. And i was right about 2 weeks later we broke up, and i put this sexy ass photo of myself on a dating website, about 2 weeks later i met the sweetest guy in the whole wide world. Luck would have it he liked me as well. 4 months after our first date he made me his wife.

Day 8

Photo that makes me sad. I lost my grandma bieker june 6th 2010. It was the 2nd hardest day of my life. I am still struggling with her passing. But i am comforted by the knowledge that she and my grandpa are together watching over us now.

Day 7

A photo that makes you happy.

Photos of my niece Alexandra make me smile, laugh and cry all at the same time. She is such a beautiful bright young child, i cant wait to see who she grows up to be. at 3 she is taking the world by storm. Just wish i could see her more often

Day 6

20 things that calm me

1. My Husband voice
2. Music
3. Playing with Photoshop
4. back rubs
5. a glass of wine
6. being held in his arms
7. talking with friends that listen and understand
8. talking to my sisters
9. talking to my mom
10. watching a good movie
11. Hearing my niece laugh
12. comfort food
13. long bath
14. sleep
15. Figuring out if what i am worrying about is worth it
16. long drives
17. Sitting under the stars
18. playing with our cats
19. watching family guy
20. Going fishing

Day 5

Your favorite quote

"This to shall pass" is one of my favorite quotes. It is short, simple and says everything. When life keeps throwing curve balls at me, and everything just seems to not being going as planed a little part of me thinks about this quote. And how happiness is right around the corner if i only just wait and be patient it will reveal its self in due time. Seems like everything takes forever these days, and sometimes when your not paying attention to the little details, such as time, it seems to blur past you at a lightening speed that does nothing but astonish you. Today is our one year anniversary of the day we met. I remember wondering when i was going to meet someone that would change everything for me. Someone i could count on, lean on, and have forever. I dont know what i did to finally get what i wanted. All i know is i thank the heavens above and whoever is running the show every single day. Because i truly do not know what i would do with out that silly man of mine. With him by my side i do believe that we can face our obstacles together and that " this to shall pass"

Day 3 & 4

Well i missed yesterday because i was stuck at school, and busy with other things. Then i came home and watched a Robin Hood with Robert. Which was a very good movie, we did stop at my moms to wish Troy a happy birthday. So after doing all that, i spaced doing my day 3. So Samantha reminded me, i believe i will combine day 3 and 4. So tomorrow i will be back on track.

A television show has moved you.

There have been many shows that have moved me over the years, but i would have to say. Extreme Make Over : Home Edition with Ty Pennington. I love that show, how they help a worthy family by rebuilding there dreams. I have seen a lot of the episodes, and each one has touched me in a way. It has shown me there are still people in this world that care about other people. That our neighbors do value our friendship. That maybe just maybe, we have a chance in getting out of a bad situation. Just makes you feel good inside when you see a family get what they need and deserve.

Your favorite book

That would have to be, Nicholas Sparks: the Notebook. That is one of my all time favorite books. It just speaks to you, the honest love that a man has for a woman. The poetry involved with in the book is just beautiful. So before you watch the movie, that is WONDERFUL as well. Please take the time read the book. It is better.